but i'll still love you forever.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
ZenApril Fool....Rights...MSN Messenger sure fooled me today...Realised something after having a chat with our mum.She said that we're in year 2 when school reopens and may need a personal note-book. She is willing to get one for us providing my results are good. If they aren't, we'll have to pay a protion of the price ourselves.Then we started to venture in our thoughts. Is results really that important? We know it's essential to get at least a diploma in order to secure a job in the future. We promised our late father that we'll get a diploma with merit but doubt it's within reach now.Now, Toya just want to do anime/manga-related things, Croix breakdances and I just want to have fun. What about studying in the University? Can I be good enough to study in one? Can I even enter the director's list in order to qualify for entry?Erin said that the time spent in working in related jobs offer cumulative experiences that far exceeds the knowledge taught in the University. Wonder is it true? As school term draws near, I can't help but to think about all these. Impatience beckons....Our dreams starting to shatter.
Sundering the very existence of us.
Can it be mend?
Or will it leave a mark?
Like a scar from healed wound.