Shin Tsuki Yuki Yume

2007-06-10T11:01:00.000+08:00

G.G
Good Game

OC2, none of us got A for term test.
FTTP for PLM.
7 questions, 5 questions don't know. LOL

2 weeks of holidays = no holidays, have to rush projects.

SIGH..........

I'ain't gonna let unjoyful events make my days.

To you, I'm just a normal friend.......
But Iain't just wanna be a normal friend....

It's not how mush M like F,
It's how much F like M.

"En Taro Tassadar"
"For Aiur"

2007-06-06T20:42:00.000+08:00

DANG!!!!!
OC2 - Screwed...
LOL

Recently, I'm addicted to this online game, with much advertising, Granado Espada Open Beta.
It's like dragging me into the world of fantasy, unlike many other MMORPG I've played.
Now and in the future, it shall be one of my outlet for stress, replacing one of the exsisting.
GE Raid Party at ZOUK, Sat 16 June 07 , 2-6(DAY RAID), 7-11(NIGHT RAID).
Planning to go there after lunch with TG.

Pray - GE will not be P2P so I don't have to download the client again.
Pray - GE will be P2P so there will be private servers, higher EXP rates.

LOL, Contradicting XP

2007-06-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

Term Tests - GG

I'm gonna screw PUO up.
Hack!!!!!!!
Just pass I'd be jumping for joy.

The higher you aim, the sweeter the fruits you reap, the harder you fall.
Setting realistic targets
Key to survival

Uploaded the insert song of the Chnl 8 9pm drama - Mars Verses Venus on to imeem.com. Thx Dudefreak for the song.

2007-05-29T20:37:00.000+08:00

Just feeling like spaming these two songs in my mp3 every now and then. They some how are able to calm me down, bringing me back to mother earth everytime I emoed.

SH - hahahahahaha guess my stress level just kept rising. Life SUX, my Maths&Phys combo subject is CMI le. The teacher SUX BIG TIME. I understand nuts about the whole subject.
Managed to screw up my recent quiz for a bio subject, Fundementals fo Pathology, scored 9/25..........

DAMN STRESSED UP.

One of my spring of enjoyment is going to dry up in the near future.
!@#$%^&*()_+_)(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*I(O)_)(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*()_

2007-05-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

Toya

Changed the bmg to CHAIN and its Remixs from the hit anime and manga Air Gear.
The Underwater and the Acoustic Cowboy mixs are the best.
But if anyone who don't like rock music then the orginal vocal version could be very noisy to you.

Enjoy

2007-05-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

Haven't been able to blog all this time, thanks to the heavy school workload.

Just recieved my OC2 and PLM quiz results.
OC2 - 24.5/30 review - A grade but still not good enough to meet my target, Z.
PLM - 13/15 review - not bad, I thought I would get 10/15. Must maintain and not be overconfident.

Things have started to get complicated in the crew. Different views, different stands, different beliefs....
We started out as a group of normal crappers whom are awed by this movie - You Got Served.
Began our first attempt to toprock from the gay "MG", first attempt to 6-steps when what he taught was 6-steps shuffle... -_-

Now, we craved for more, powermoves, style, unique moves, and asked for more, gloves, wristbands, crew shirts.....

Problems surfaced when we sourced out to get source of money for our crew "fund", and found a cool management body.
Little did we know that management itself turned from a boon to a bane.
Now, tension rises just because of different management body.

I find myself asking, why do we need a management body in the first place. Crews out there do not have any sort of manager to be famous. Gamblers, Drifters and the local Break-Force did not even have one. Heck I don't even want to be famous. True, the pay offered to famed crew is very tempting, imagine $30 per minute.
But having a managment or not does not boost us to stardom. For example, did the local superstars like Chen Weilian have a manager. I don't think so. True again he got famous by entering the competition but he made it to the top by his own strenght, his vocals despite being blind.

So what's with this big whoo-haa about who's going to be the manager. Rights as Munky said, we need an advisor, not a manger. Can the proposed "new" manager do that.
Money talk, as what Dudefreak said, money can be infinitely obtain by many ways.

Talk about"Money is the root of all evil", I guess it's so very true.

I just want to break as a form of enjoyment, to keep myself sane. All these are getting too serious.
Sometimes I kind of envy and sympathise B&E, they just come, break, have fun then go home, without having to worry about crew politics, so "left out" yet carefree.

Rights, I once said that I won't be using this blog to complain, but I've failed my resolve time and again.

2007-05-17T17:47:00.000+08:00

ZH

FINALLY!!!!!!!
no more stupid error!
A lot of things happened over the past 10 or more days.

Just viewed my comp's security and viral list.
That's it, the last straw.
It really SUX having to share comp with someone who is totally ignorant about trojan, auto-spam application, etc.

Have to make an appoinment for the "acer" repairman to come down again, for the FIFTH time. "Acer" hotline isn't 24/7, bad customer service, bad marketing strategy.

Any reccomendations on good lappy????
I'm thinking of getting one.

2007-05-06T11:25:00.000+08:00

What kind of Dragon are you?

White Dragon
You are majestic and elegant. You might not pick up on things right away and maybe you can be alittle slow, but no matter what you are a beautiful person, inside and out.You are a very calm person and tend to be kind and friendly.

How do you compare?
Take this test! Tests from Testriffic

What fearie are you?

Gray Fearie
You get Gray Fearie you like to be alone at times but you still have very good friends and you strugle at school with people and it effects your grades alot but you still deall with it.
You also like to read and sing when no one is looking. You are very nice to be around and very quiet.
Oh and you like Music .!

How do you compare?
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What Is Your Inner Desire?

Desireless
You have no inner desire. You are completely content with life and are very care free. You are very opptimistic about almost everything. This is a good attitude to have, its always good to love life and take it as it comes and enjoy the good times instead of dwelling on the bad.

How do you compare?
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Which Angel Are You?

You are the Angel of Innocence
You have a good heart, you are innocent nice and sweet.

How do you compare?
Take this test! Tests from Testriffic

Rights... These proved how stoned I am now, with nothing to do but slacking, stonning.
The last test is total hoax - for a crappy person like me to be the angel of innocence......Can't imagine that.

2007-05-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

Zen - Yeah! Toya's joining subcomm! Toya's joining subcomm! Toya's joining subcomm! Toya's joining subcomm! Toya's joining subcomm!

Croix - Shut up kid.... It's annoying. Toya, I can't believe that as a guy, you're so wishy-washy. Just pick one of the three and join. Rights, no Cusine just because that bitch is the main comm for cusine side? Man you gotta be kidding me.

Zen - Hey Croix, stop being so high and mighty just because you can bboy. Toya said that he wants to join both "Arts&Entertainment" and "Anime&Manga" subcomm but the "president" don't allow that. Stop pressurising him will you.

Toya - SHUT UP, BOTH OF YOU!!!!!

Zen - T_T

Croix - Diz........

2007-04-23T20:58:00.000+08:00

ZH

New year, new timetable, new subjects, new classmates and new troubles.

Timetable = Super hectic. Monday-11am to 7pm(including JCG drawing sessions)
Tuseday to Thursday-8am to 6pm
Friday-8am to 12pm(2/3pm if projects kick in)

PLM = Business subject. More than 2/3 of the study guide is for marketing topics. Hahaha, can ask my sister about this subject. B for this subject is in sight XP.
FPATH = Total E-Learning, no lectures other than lectures quizs. Tutorials are done by chatting with your group mates through MSN. LMAO
OC2 = Taught by one of my favorite tutor, Dr Ong. I'm gonna aim for Z this time round. Don't know can or not? Dr Ong can only give 2 Zs to the cohord of 52 students.....T_T

Bad news, 3/4 of those BITCHES(pardon me) from Erin's class last year are in my class. Sianzzz
Luckily, Eugene, Eric, Siti, Rabia, Shermaine and Zach are here to keep my sanity. Frankly, better Zach than those bitches.

OK, gtg need my sleep, gonna wake up at 5.30am tomorrow.

2007-04-22T19:02:00.000+08:00

ZH

School starts in 5 hours.
Holidays ends in 5 hours.

So tell me what have you guys done in the holidays....
Toya - I've got into advance course in the manga class.
Croix - Learnt elbow plant, shoulder freeze and handglide freeze. Sentosa beach gathering and steamboat at Marina Bay with Theory-G BBoys.............Buzz off
Zen - Went to distant relative's thai-chinese wedding dinner at Meritus Mandarin Hotel. Was the "car door opener", "egg mee sua and dessert" waiter for my 3rd uncle's wedding day, my xiao shen's a thai. Wedding dinner at the soon-to-be-closed-down restaurant near Bras Basah Complex and I drank 3 glass of wine, found my limit. Lucky did not vomit...

ZH

Is this all......ZEN!!! What about revising OC1 as you promised????
TOYA!!! What about you weekly drawing sessions with TPJCG????
CROIX!!! Where's your style????

Sigh.....School starts with 11am lec...WTH!!!!!

2007-04-18T10:51:00.000+08:00

ZH

This blog will be dead for quite some time due to the fact that my wireless adaptor is malfunctioning. The CSS of the product company has agreed to replace the adaptor for me but they do not have the stock. Ordering is needed and require 11-15 days.............

Now I'm using my sis's laptop, for the time being.

Changed the BGM to Atatakana Kokoro from Rozen Maiden.

2007-04-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

Toya

Manga/anime recommendation - Kashimashi~Girl Meets Girl
Type - Comedy, Drama, Seinin(Matured), Yuri(GirlXGirl)

Story starts off with the main lead - Hazumu, a softspoken high school student and loves plants. Being rejected by the girl he likes, ran up to the summit fo Mt.Kashima to find comfort in the stunning beauty of the city nightview and the plants he so dearly loved. A shooting star flashed past but little did he know that the star was in fact an ailen spaceship which lost control and crashed into Hazumu, ending his life.
In order to rectify the problem the ailen bring Hazumu back to life but his gender is changed.
Hazumu is now a girl.....
The whole story revolves around Hazumu as he, or rather she struggles to BE a girl and the love triangle between Hazumu, Yasuna(the girl who rejected Hazumu, graceful and elegant) and Tomari( Childhood friend of Hazumu, tomboyish and protective over Hazumu).

Both Yasuna and Tomari liked Hazumu as a guy and Hazumu has feelings for both of them as her heart is still male even she is a girl afer the incident.

Light and funny, yet this manga let the readers rethink about yuri love triangle. There are also times when the "in between lines" served as stepping stones for the plot or hinted the possible outcome.

Moreover the yuri in this manga is not intensive, there is NO explicit contents shown.
Overall - 8/10

2007-04-09T00:51:00.000+08:00

Finalised drawing for the poem one of the recent posts
(I know my handwriting CMI Cannot Make IT)

Wake up...
And smell the fragrance of the medlow.
Feel the warmth of the sun,
the softness of the grass,
the coolness of the gentle breeze.
Hear the songs of chirpping birds
So open up your eyes,
and take another look form the other side.
You promised me it's going to be ok.
You promised me no one's getting hurt.
You promised me we'll go back together.
I promised you I'll protect you,
I'll save you
So don't say...
Don't say it's too late

2007-04-05T21:48:00.000+08:00

No chapter 2 ...
Thinking in process....
Sit back and relax in the songs from NANA - Movie

Glamorous Sky - NANA of Blast starring Mika Nakashima
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oRuBZQeKMnM

Endless Story - Reira of Trampest starring Yuna Ito
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kLrCXNTYm7g

2007-04-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

Yue - Mana's Advent
Chapter 1 - Prelude

In the world of alternate dimension, the world was reborn as Styxepiroth where space is no longer a void. Magic florish as fast as science. It flows throught the lands, as mana, the lifeforce of all things. Inhabitants tapped into mana for their daily activities, so much so that mana manipulate their evolution - Humanoids.

As the world advances technologically, ideology, materialism, distrust, resulted in war. One such was the Great War of Erastzli. It was at that time when mana was instead tapped for power, ultimately destroying the kingdom of Erastzli, 1/5 of the world. Soon after the war, warring parties signed the Treaty of Manos to prevent such vile usage of mana.

15oo years after the Great War, the world exsisted as one united nation, Neo Erastzli (NE) as a remberance of the treaty. NE florised into one great empire, alchemy, trades, education and nuclear fusions are common activities of NE. Levitation automoblies replace cars. Space stations provide extra places for living. Gulids and fractions formed to maintian order and govern this metropolis.

However, as there are two sides of a coin, darkness dwells in all guilds, all fractions. The darkness in their hearts casue them to lust for power, using mana as their tool of war once more.

2007-04-01T19:31:00.000+08:00

Zen

April Fool....
Rights...
MSN Messenger sure fooled me today...

Realised something after having a chat with our mum.
She said that we're in year 2 when school reopens and may need a personal note-book. She is willing to get one for us providing my results are good. If they aren't, we'll have to pay a protion of the price ourselves.

Then we started to venture in our thoughts. Is results really that important? We know it's essential to get at least a diploma in order to secure a job in the future. We promised our late father that we'll get a diploma with merit but doubt it's within reach now.

Now, Toya just want to do anime/manga-related things, Croix breakdances and I just want to have fun. What about studying in the University? Can I be good enough to study in one? Can I even enter the director's list in order to qualify for entry?
Erin said that the time spent in working in related jobs offer cumulative experiences that far exceeds the knowledge taught in the University. Wonder is it true? As school term draws near, I can't help but to think about all these. Impatience beckons....

Our dreams starting to shatter.
Sundering the very existence of us.
Can it be mend?
Or will it leave a mark?
Like a scar from healed wound.

2007-03-31T20:57:00.000+08:00

Toya

CROIX!!!!
What in the blue and green world are you doing???
Can't even find the balance in eblow&shoulder freeze.
You better get this two freezes down by this end of april.
Not to mention you're one of the veteran of the crew, a simple BABY Freeze you can't even do.
Fancy dragging us up early in the morning for your training, where are the results then???

2007-03-29T20:10:00.000+08:00

Toya&Zen

When digging my brother's archives for english R&B(Munky said Croix need to listen MORE), we found some old songs, "Come What May", "Sugar Rush", "I'll be there for you", "I miss you like crazy". We like in particular, this song. The beat is nice, so are the lyrics. Neither is the song too fast nor slow, the tempo is just right.

Title - Bang Bang Boom
By - The Moffatts

Early morning
I got Mona Lisa by my side
What's the story
Behind that devious smile?

doo doo doo doo
doo doo doo doo doo doo
doo doo doo doo

She's an angel
Now she's the monkey on my back
She has freedom
Still, she never lets me go now

And my blood starts popin'
And my heart goes drippin'
Every time she says, 'I have to go now'
But it really don't matter for worse or for better
Because she will always be my number one
she goes...

(chorus)
doo doo doo doo
doo doo doo doo doo doo
doo doo doo doo
My heart goes bang bang boom
doo doo doo doo
When she walks into the room
doo doo doo doo
My heart goes bang bang boom

She supplies me
Whenever ever I'm in need
Still a thief
From the day she stole my heart now
And my blood starts popinn'
And my heart goes dripin'
Every time she says, 'I have to go now'
But it really don't matter for worse or for better
Because she will always be my number one
She goes...

(chorus)
doo doo doo doo
doo doo doo doo doo doo
doo doo doo doo
My heart goes bang bang boom
doo doo doo doo
When she walks into the room
doo doo doo doo
My heart goes bang bang boom

When she walks into the room
She makes me touch the sky
A devil in disguise
She makes me touch the sky
An angel in disguise

she makes me cry, yeah, yeah

Mona Lisa by my side
With a devious smile
She's a devil in disguise
She can make me touch the sky
She supplies me when I'm in need
Stole my heart and made me bleed
Oh my heart, oh my heart, oh my heart
She goes...

(chorus)
doo doo doo doo
doo doo doo doo doo doo
doo doo doo doo
My heart goes bang bang boom
doo doo doo doo
When she walks into the room
doo doo doo doo
My heart goes bang bang boom
doo doo doo doo
doo doo doo doo doo doo
doo doo doo doo
My heart goes yeah, yeah, yeah
doo doo doo doo
When she walks into the room
doo doo doo doo
My heart goes bang bang boom

Got to go, Croix's ranting on the beats.

Over-confidence

2007-03-27T23:08:00.000+08:00

Croix here.

After hearing the wonderful tales from the crew, I've realised one thing.
Never be too proud of yourself. Never be over confident. Never stop at a certian stage and say you're a pro at it.

Reaching a cretian level is but a pitstop.
The road is neverending.
Venturing forward and don't look back.
Fall you will,
get up you must.
The road is neverending.

Split Person?!

2007-03-27T09:50:00.000+08:00

Toya here.
Recently, I realised that the other me has two more alter-ego.
Still don't understand?
Let me set up a profile for you.
Toya - When with people of ZH's anime & manga network (includes TPJCG people). Listen to english/mandarin/J%&K pop, Love songs and songs form anime&games. Basically, I'm the one who maintain this blog, apart form ZH himself. XP
Zen - When with normal friends form anywhere. Listen to anything non punk/metal/vulgar. Remember, he's with NORMAL friends.
Croix - When with Theory-G crew members, listen to breakbeats played my his crew members' mp3/mp4/ipod. P.S this guy can't take too much flame( Ermmm munky, he's refering to your long list of demands ) , beware if he burst out........

Death and Rebirth

2007-03-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

I haven't been able to blog all this while.

Unlike my past e-journals which I typed what had happened during the day, few days or the week and published for you all to view. It gets bored after awhile. Neither am I going to use my blog to emo anymore. It's like venting your anger on the blog, showing out in the public and expect comfort for those who read them and tagged it on your tagboard.

I mean, isn't it like you're seeking comfort, when you're down, depressed, angered and all those negative feelings, through getting attention of readers of your blogs.
Is it really and "in" thing to post dramatic sad stories on the blogs, but I don't mind poems tough as it keeps my mind working to picture the perfect picture for that poem.
Quote for Hafiz, my manga sensei - The easiest type of poem to understand its essence draw out these feelings are sad, emotional poems.
Ironic, isn't it.........
NOTE - this is not an entry to condem those who emoed throught their blogs, they're your blogs. I have no say on what you do with it. This entry is merely my chain thoughts, formed when blog hopping.

Instead, I want to use this blog as a means for me to express myself, not as Zen, not as Croix either. Neither am I Toya in here... I just want to be me, an place for me type what I want to voice out in reality, do what I really want to do, hence the name of this blog - New Dreams of Lunar Snow.... ShinTsukiYukiYume.

"I cannot give you what you seek," Aragon - Lord of the Rings

Random-ness

2007-03-16T10:47:00.000+08:00

You are The Magician

Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.

Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing,
you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.

The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Testing

2007-03-14T23:41:00.000+08:00

IF THIS ACTUALLY APPEAR ON MY BLOG WHEN YOU VISIT MY HUMBLE CRIB, TAG ONMY BLOG SO THAT I WILL KNOW WHETHER BLOGGER IS PLAY PRANK ON ME OR NOT.

New Hobby...maybe...

2007-03-13T16:59:00.000+08:00

While tiding up my room just now, I've realised that I actually had quite a number of anime & manga/game pendants and necklaces.

Looking back at time, I guess it started out when I first forked out money to buy the Lord of The Rings - Aragon crest pendant and recieved the FMA snake cross & pocket watch set for my birthday (Thanks a lot people. Talk about "Song Zhong" LOLZZ).

Then, the collection grew, soon after I have Arwen crest pendant (The Evening star design), which I used during the prom night. DNAngel ring, the one Dark is supposed to steal, rumoured to protect the one who owns it), Fate/Stay Night command spell (the symbol on Shiro's hand when he accidentally become one of the Magi and master of the warrior servant - Saber). Another FMA snake cross, but this one is of better detail XP, Kingdom Hearts Oathkeeper keyblade and FFVIII - Lionheart & Ring set.
Bingo, Erin It's the same set as the one you lost 3 times and bought 4 times. Ironically my uncle gave this set to me when he went to Akaharaba during our exam week.
Recently I bought the Rozen Maiden Rose ring that is worn by Jun when he swore to be Shinku's meduim.
Oh, not to mention that I crafted another Oathkeeper, again it's of higher details and made of silver. XP
Seeing that Rozen Maiden necklace at the shop that day made my heart itch, yearning to get it…
Sigh too bad I didn’t have enough money, maybe planning to do some odd jobs so that I can keep my bank account at 1.2k.

Hahahahahahahaha.....Maybe this could be my hobby ><, other then the normal reading manga and watching anime. Don’t get me wrong people, bboying and this sector still hold 50/50 of my passion each, I still want the title of footwork-master. Don’t worry about money either, I have a PhD in money management.

You are sunlight and I moon,
Joined by the gods of fortune.
Midnight and high noon,
Sharing the sky.
We have been blessed,
You and I.
(Extarct form "Miss Saigon - Sun and Moon")

TP wireless

2007-03-05T15:33:00.000+08:00

Rights, I'm back, for now(no internet at home, changing to MIO ><>
Just discovered something while setting up the wireless network in TP.
Never use benq laptop, it sucks.

Starting this week, daily training and alternate physical. These are gonna keep my late morning till early noon busy. Very busy, our routine has crossed the 50% mark. Keep it up people.

Two more normal lessons and my intermediate test will be on the third one.
Test subject - Poems and emotions.... Given and unknown poem, I suppose to draw, ink and screen-tone the emotion captured in it.
Sigh...wonder is it possible. My bloody castle/keep is not even 50% done.....
Should be doing chibi style this week.
SIGH.........

Exams' over but What's this sick feeling?

2007-02-28T19:29:00.000+08:00

Well, the semsetral exams are all over.
Holidays are here.
Theoritically I should be happy.
But what's this sick feeling..This overwhelming feeling....

Rights..I just remembered...something happened.......
Let's not talk about materialistic money.
Pop music is trash to some of our ears but not to the rest.
"you can't bboy to jap anime music"
If it is directed to everyone...
I remember Munky told me that to listen to more breakbeats and grab the beat, toprock to the groove. He aint psycho-ing me to discard pop music, espicially japanese pop/anime music, just wanted me to get the flow, fizzo got flow.
We all have our own likes and you can't force me to do what you like, neither can I force you to do what I like.
If it is directed to me...
Cannot break to anime music you say...Not true bro, there are J-Rap and Beats, some are even featured as anime openings/endings songs. If not what kind of breakbeats do japanese bboys break to??? English R&B??? No way, frankly, their english is limited to primary school english but much better than the flammer in TG blog.

Honestly, stop feeling inferior to everyone. You have your good stuffs too. Your english language is way more powerful than my geeky science and you can endure more pain than me.
Kip-ups, worm, roll back elbow, coffee grinder...These are cool moves that you can do but I can't...Not to mention how to fall nicely and the DAMN baby freeze.
If I have had your mindset, I'd be emoing big-time.

FTTP

2007-02-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

Ok, for once I can say I hate Tehhhh Pearrrr.
Of all the times, they arranged it to be after CNY.
How can study?!
1st and 2nd day go bai nian, subsequence days also need to go bai nian, liao yu sheng, etc.
Where got time?!
(pardon the singlish portions)
You got no time...
You got no time...
You got no time...
No time...
No time...
No time...
Rewind...
Rewind...
Rewind...
Sigh..... Confirm no time to revise...
How I wish time is like your cashcard for the IU reader. No money, top up...No time, rewind...

Wake up and smell the fragrance of the meadow.
Feel the warmth of the sun,
the softness of the grass.
Hear the songs of the chirpping birds.
Tingle as the gentle breeze floats pass your face.
So open up your eyes,
And take another look no matter where you are.
You promised me it's going to be ok,
You promised me no one's getting hurt,
You promised me we'll go back together.
I promised you I'll protect you,
I'll not let you get hurt,
I'll not let you die...
So don't say..
Don't say it's too late......

Oathkeeper

2007-02-15T00:45:00.000+08:00

Kingdom Hearts 2 - Oathkeeper Keyblade

Looks very crappy right???

Plagued by Unluckness

2007-02-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

Today.. or rather yesterday was the worst day I had endured...

First-off, early in the morning, 12am, some bugger send me a MSN auto spamming application file and my MSN was spamming like there is no tomorrow....

Second, I slept during the bus ride to school, only to wake up at 8.55am and found out that the bus had aready drove pass the Airport Control tower......Moreover, I had a CSAS presentation at 9am. At wits end, I had to take a $12 cab back...OUCH!!!!

Third, I totally screwed up my last HPI tutorial quiz. Damn It!

Fourth, Red light showned....(Nic, your traffic light theory)
It can happen to anyone of us,
Anyone you think of.
Anyone can fall,
Anyone can hurt someone they love.
Hearts will break,
Cause I made a stupid mistake....
stupid mistake....

Fifth, TG was asked to perform for the HIHS Valentine performance . At that critical moment, my left calf crammed... -_-"
My freestlye also suck...CMI...Really Cannot Make It......

Sixth, after the "performance", I'm so freaking tired and did not even revise my work. The water tech notes were in front of me but nothing went in........

Seventh, I had to spend about 2 hours time, just to cut and paste the water tech project thingy. As in really cut paper and paste paper.....................................

The only good thing that occured is that I recieved my Kingdom Hearts 2 Oathkeeper Keyblade pendant, which looked very nice from far. When close up, it looked like s**t, I'm so disappointed.

SIGH.........................I hate yesterday, infected with bad luck viruses......
maybe I should get the clover pendant from Gift a Name for good luck.

Path of Emo

2007-02-10T22:33:00.000+08:00

Warning...Emo ahead..................People involved don't take it by heart.......
Just let me burst out for now.

Commitment means to pledge to some thing or someone.
Passion is the emotion of feeling very strongly about a subject.
(Extracted from English Wikipedia)

Commitment, we all wanted to see it in ourselves. When we form this team, when we scout for new-blood we all wanted commitment, but commitment is different from passion.
I too am commited to the team, we are in it together. I've pledge myself to be part of it. Yet even if we are commited to this team, our passion maybe very different.
My thirst for it is not as intense as you guys, so as my passion for it. None the less, a fraction of my passion still support my commitment for it.
I'm not ashame to say that I didn't train at home. My sedentary lifestyle is the reason. It's nightmarish claws are gripping on me, digging deep into my heart, rendering my escape useless.The more I tried to escape, the more it drained my mental strength.

"To be frank, you're the one lagging behind", "Train at home", "accomodate the floor, not the floor accomodate you", "be more flexible", "there will be one point when you have nothing to learn in terms of (6)(15)(15)(20)(23)(15)(17)(11)".
You guys told me all these........
I know you all want me to improve and I understand that.
I know we are a team and we are suppose to improve together, but at what rate?????
It all boils down to our true personal aim of joining the team. I don't know about you guys, however my true aim of (2)(18)(5)(1)(11)(9)(14)(7) is just to learn at my comfort pace and have fun. You guys can say I'm selfish, that's the way I am.
Signing up for dance compitition......Battle for fame and glory ain't in my mind.
I still remember that freakishly long period of time when I couldn't get my basics right and I practically emoed through the sessions. Yes, you can say it's because you never train at home. I know that...Yet I never fail to miss a single session. Reason - Commitment+passion.
Discipline is another key factor, it's what I lack and you guys have tonnes of them. Not to brag but did you guys ever notice, for all the weekly training(sundays), you all have at least missed one session but I had miss none.(no offence)
I know I am not disciplined enough to train at home, so I force myself to go training by hook or by crook.
I really don't know about you guys but if I'm a burden to the team, then I will leave the main 6 and be the benchwarmer....then again, we are the main 6 because we regularly attend the training sessions - Commitment, not passion.
Lately, emoing have been popular among us and its the root problem to our shaky team.
You people have emoed enough, now its my turn.
"I was kinda jealous of you...but i changed that to motivation......." like real...I lied just to calm the team down when tensions flared during that time. Some of you are fueled by passion and did extra intensive training. Some of you didn't do intensive but still did train at home. Yet this actually caused the flaring tensions that time.
"You're the only one who can do double direction..." you lied.... anyone can do it, its only the matter of not getting confuse.
"I'll go crazy without sunday training" true to some extend...........
I don't know how many time I've lied just to keep this team from breaking up. Sometimes I really feel there's no sense in doing that just to keep a team that tense up so easily.
Majority of my passion is still devoted to anime and manga.
I am not you guys, Boku wa ZENCROIX desu. I'll never be you people and walk on your paths.
I'll walk my path, the path of footwork and floor, the path of pure learning, the path without battle for fame, glory and most certainly, the path of my pace. How passionate I feel about break is my own problem........................
And I've just recieved a message that tomorrow's training's cancelled.....WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DAMN..........................

2007-02-04T20:19:00.000+08:00

DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't know what happened......
My comp's getting all secured... all the stupid certificate error..... all the warning messages....
And the stupid Windows Live messanger keeping giving the the SIGN IN error - ERROR CODE 80048820

What The HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Screw the NETWORK

Stressed sia........................

2007-01-29T21:46:00.000+08:00

Mountains of notes to revise......
Cranial hard-disk nearing maximium capacity......

Sigh....

I've been skipping the weekly JCG Drawing Sessions....
It's one of the few time I spent in TP when I really feel alive.
3 more weeks left and I'm still have not started my revision.
Neither am I disciplined to study....
Recently I've watching the 10pm show, War and Beauties.
Its's about plotting and scheming, vile for power.

Power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutly.
I'll always remember this phase.
It's true, power will destroy the world.......................

New Skin...New Life

2007-01-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

Finally, the week of tests is over.
Finally I had the time to blog.

Next week 2 lab practical test in a row
The week after next, 2 presentation in a row.

All the while, life's been so happening.
So much things that made themselves visible to me.
So much that life kind of feel like a burden.
I've been telling myself highs and lows are needed to make my life non-monotonous.
Now I just want a simple and clean life.
Life with just plain carefree style.....................

TP JAM&HOP

2007-01-21T00:45:00.000+08:00

Rights, I've not been blogging these few days due to hetic school workload.
As for today me and the usual crappers crash the JAM&HOP in TP.

Lots of dance, music, performmances, R&B, and a few mando pop songs.
The main limelight of the event is special guest performance by Shi Xing Hui, Project Superstar semi-finalist, so the ASC people and I were like" Shi Xing Hui, wo men yong yun zi chi ni" and stuffs like that. XP, can't blame, we too "HI", moreover we were like so close and in reachable distance. =)

Come-on people. Theory G broke it down, and low if you know what I mean.
Our toprocks are getting better, judging from our basking in the triangle garden.
Best of all, I "learned" krumping. LOL XD
Munky, your kip-ups are getting there, make the ark bigger and land smoother.
Only regret is that I didn't maximise the usage of my break moves. All I did was top-rocks, 6-Steps, 12-Steps and krumping.

OK GTG, got to wake up in 8 hours time.

Flickle Flickle Teary

2007-01-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

Woudering, why these few days I've been very flickle minded.
Have been changing my minds on most of the decisions.
Only to regret later.....

Overwhelmed by projects and many deadlines to meet.

Damn the mp4...
Shuffle function SUX

Time flies very fast, just a blink of an eye and it's going to be 1 year.
That fateful day......
If I had not been using the computer that day.
It could have been prevented.
If I could turn back time....
I'll rush to his aid when I hear his feeble cry......

45 cents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-07T20:38:00.000+08:00

Ok, people.
Just to clarify something.
My 45cents mrt ride still applies.
YES-AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Spaming mrt ride can never be so much fun.
XD

Happy New Year 2007 XD

2007-01-01T11:35:00.000+08:00

Morning people, wake up the the bright sunlight of Monday, 1st January 2007.

Last night-this morning ROCKS!!! Big time!!!
To kick start the event was a 45cents MRT ride form NEL Hougang to NSL City Hall last year, 31st December 2006. $3.70 down to $3.25.
The last 45cents MRT ride in my life, this year on adult fare is charged. So, this means that I'm no longer a kid. Missed those times when I spammed the 45cents fare to "tour" the whole Singapore.

Met up wif the usual people(Xuan, Nic, Selwyn, Wilson, William, Fulin, Chin Ling, Chit Ming, Yong Beng and Hui Lin whom I have no idea who she is but she claimed to know me... Rights, she's 1 year younger than us) at the esplanade for fireworks viewing. Xuan brought mineral water AKA PEACH VOKA - 40%
Naughty Sel...tsk tsk.. Bullied her until she's on the verge of crying... Ops she cried but stopped by a promise of a cup of minerial water. LOL

Sigh...to Hui Lin, I'm a evil and sick idiot.
Resaon - She drank voka spiked coke with an empty stomach, moments later she complained of wanting to puke and yet not wanting to go to the ladies to puke.
We'r like persuading her to eat wholemeal bread bought by William so that the bread can absorb the alcohol and she would not have the puking feeling.
She kept insisting it's ok and she ate bread before going there. Dotz.......
I'm like very pissed off, I've seen people getting themselves wasted and the bad state they're in. Moreover she's a girl, getting wasted isn't worth it.
So I told her straight in her face"Eat the piece of bread or We ******** you."
Luckly thanks to Selwyn pervertic bullying style, it some how worked. Sel thanks to you I was 1/2 H.I last year XD
Come to think of it, I am shocked by those words that I had blurted out.....
Q - Is it the real me then or Is it not? Your own opinion.

The fireworks was great but not awesome... It ended with each fireworks expolding twice, like opening a fan twice and lasted 4 minutes
The ending wasn't as magnificent as the previous 1 I watched during the 15 days of Chinese New Year as the latter event ended with the same type of ending BUT it "opened up" 3 times, covering the sky with golden rain of sparkling stars and lasted for 10 minutes.

Met some TP friends along the way to 7-11, Eugene, ASC people and Stan.
Since me, Nic, William and Yong Beng can't stay overnight, we left the gang at 1.10am...
Nic.. who say we can make it.... Missed the last train to hougang T_T . Left with no choice, we tried to walked to Dhoby Ghout Mrt and got ourselves lost...Lost in the city. We walked passed CityHall Mrt 3 times in a row. Met many insane people on streets this morning. We went crazy with those in the streets, screaming "HAPPY NEW YEAR" here and there. Again, we met Steph and Huiwen along the way. They had free flow Chevas... WT?! When we reached Nicoll Highway, the SMRT people there told us to turn back to Esplanade for night bus 6N.......... Back to where we came form T_T
William, morning pt is good for you since you'r a bodybulider. XD
Left at 1.10am and got back home at 4am...
What a way to spend the first few hours of the year 2007.
I swear that after reading this you will know that April Fool came very very very early this year.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!
New year resolutions - get GPA of 3.5 and above for this Sem and OWNED PST, Master All the FOOTWORK, CW and CCW.
HUAT AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Qian Qian Qian Bu Go Yong ($ $ $ Not Enough)

2006-12-31T12:58:00.000+08:00

SIGH.....
Last day of 2006 and I'm still slacking @ home, spamming spells in NLRO and worrying about my bank account balance
After reading Selwyn's blog, just made me realised something.
Money in some extend does make the world go round.
And errrr. Sel, my mum does work but the pay is $400-500 per month.

You have no money...
You have no money...
You have no money...
No money...
No money...
No money...
Top-up...
Top-up...
Top-up...
(adepted for Mr Brown Podcast)
Sigh.............................
If Life's but a fantasy world, I wonder...
If 2007 isn't rule by money, GST wouldn't have a hike to 7%, helping the needy... Rights I'm laughing.
Just because I lived in a 4-room HDB mansion-net for 17 going on 18, those who called themselves Government are reluctant to grant my family the "title" of needy...
Indeed, money make the world go round

If Life's like RO, going around, spamming spells and use insane attack speed to hunt Eddga, Baphomet, Abyssal Knight, Lord of Death...
If 2007 is a fantasy, I'll gladly open my nearly blinded(myopia of 900++ degrees in both) eyes tomorrow and cuddle some Poporings.

Freestyle

2006-12-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

Rights...

I'm suppose to find my own style.

I know it will come one day, someday, some time.....
I know it will be fluid.....
I know it will be smooth.....
I know it will be stlyish.....
And I know it's going to take time.....
This race against time.....
Can I win it?????
Can I outrun time????

5 more days left after school reopens....

Kiss Me Good-Bye

2006-12-27T01:10:00.000+08:00

You say that my love is all you need to see you through
But I know these words are not quite true
(So) here is the path you're looking for, an open door
Leading to worlds you long to explore

Go if you must move on alone
I'm gonna make it on my own

Kiss me good-bye, love's memory
Follow your heart and find your destiny
Won't shed a tear for love's mortality
For you put the dream in my reality

As time goes by I know you'll see this of me
I loved you enough to let you go free

Go, I will give you wings to fly
Cast all your fears into the sky

Kiss me good-bye, love's mystery
All of my life I'll hold you close to me
Won't shed a tear for love’s mortality
For you put the dream in my reality

Kiss me good-bye, love's memory
You put the dream in my reality

From - FFXII

Emo.....Emo......Emoing
Sigh..........
EMO.........................................

Cosplay

2006-12-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

Battle!!!!

Those keyblades are superb!!!!! Well made, just like real keyblade

Oblivion and Ultima Weapon

Blast

2006-12-16T23:08:00.000+08:00

What's a better way to start term break with a blast???
Start it with two blast events of course XD

Magic of Love @ Max Pavilion- the $4 magic show which may actually worth $20++The illusions and tricks are nice, although some are predictable, especially the "table of death".However the only "normal" part of the show is after the performance when the performers talked about God and his eternal love for us.Well the show was hosted by a evangelistic church, so no complains when the magicians preached about God.Other than that, the show was superb...

After the magic show................

Cosplay @ Expo - A $12 cosplay event at first but after the main event, entry free. Thanks to Eugene and Nic, we had taken some shots with the cosplayers. XD Pictures will be uploaded in new posts.
Come to think of it, it was my first time going to a cosplay fest. It wasn't as enjoyable as expected but again, thank to my friends there, the fun was created.
Note to self - bring people who like anime and manga there, if not they are not animeholics/mangaholics, mood will be dampened.

Hmmm..... May consider cosplaying in the next event XD....
Dempster...Hafiz.... I need your help XP

BMT??? PST???

2006-12-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

Why??? Why must Miss Chew mention that garduates from BMT can work in forensic science.
Damn!!!! Another persuavive job that will "drag" me to choose BMT.
Headache!!!!
BMT - subjects are super interesting BUT job scope very limited to doing lab work, reccomended to further studies in U.
PST - subjects super dry BUT job scope very wide in terms of dispensing, manufacturing and selling drugs.
SIGH..... Don't know what to choose................
System opens on the 29 Dec........
Holiday bombarded with projects, projects and projects........

Ok, gtg. Must wake up early tommorow.......

Drinks - Free flow

2006-12-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

Still missing those wonderful days in Kovan KFC/TarcoBell where the refills are free flow but you need to DIY???

Well, here's the perfect solution for you people, RECKONERS style!!!!
Trick - $6.60 worth of drinks and waiter service for just $4.40.

1. Grab an area near the bin and plant your pelvis on the sit, make sure that the neighbouring table is empty(not taken).
2. Pay $4.40 for a large Coke and a large Sprite.
3. Half-empty those drinks and put them on the empty table.
4. Act as if the drinks are NOT yours and pray hard that one of the lobby staff notice them.
5. Once those drinks are disposed of, ask"where's the drinks" and look at the staff.
6. Start to chant"good game" while your friends do the"stare and say Buang" and the "look, bang his head on the table, saying siao liao"
7. Luck contributes to the final equation.
Vola..... U got yourself two new Large Coke, filled to the brim with less Ice.

OK...SAY....today's cell bio was really FTTP(for the tyco pass)
Tomorrow's HPI...Huat Ar!!!!!!

I wanna Sleep

2006-12-10T23:53:00.001+08:00

Damn! the stupid slow transfer rate of msn.

I blogged this to kill time, while waiting for the video sending to be completed.

Managed to pull off a Hallow back(handstand with leg(s) bending foreward.) during our Theory G break Training today.

Its like 9hrs till my 1st term test and I'm still blogging.....FTTS

Morning!!!

2006-12-10T01:20:00.000+08:00

Yawnzzzz
It's 1+am and I'm still typing....
In about 30+ more hours till my 1st term test, and my last paper's on Saturday, 16 Dec......Sigh....Anyways
Bleach Movie - Memories of Nobody will be airing in japan on 16 Dec. WOOOHSS!!!!!
I'm going to DL it when its out. XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Am37rktYy0A
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DsQX0ET8T0M&NR

Juu Ni Haji Juu Roku Ji Bankai!!!

Elven Language

2006-12-04T22:19:00.000+08:00

Sigh.... After watching LOTR - ROTK, I suddenly have this urge to master Elven Language. Tolkin's so genius, he created a whole set of elven tongue and publish it in the appendix book(Last book of the 7 part novel set).
New resolution added - Learn Elven Language

T_T MATHS......MATHS......
Damn!!! I understand nothing at all, from topic 2 part 2 onwards........

How I wish maths do not exist, replaced by elven tongue.

Okonomiyaki XD

2006-12-04T18:49:00.000+08:00

Finally got time to update. XP Busy, busy.... Term Test are just round the corner. Have not got the time to study... FTTP!!!!!FTTS!!!!!
Last Saturday, I went to my JCG food outing, with only 4 sub/main com people.
1st stop was at Liang Court, the Hokkaido - Sapporo food fair. According to my seniors, the fair was very small compared to the previous years. There were lots of different food, such as kagani nabe(crab hotpot), ramen, miso, otofu( assorted flavours like rare cheese), sushi, wayagu beef, and caremal-casturd pudding. Yummy.
We "cruised" around the fair and in Kinokuniya till 7pm, then make our way to the 2nd stop.
The "nanjya monjya" resturant, famous for its okonomiyaki( japanese pan fried pizza)
The "pizza" there were great XD, but very expensive. We DIY the okonomiyaki as we booked the grill top. They served us the ingredients in a bowl, so we mixed and cooked ourselves. The food we ordered were pork belly okonomiyaki with egg noodles, sakura ebi monjyayaki, cheese okonomiyaki, 1 more okonomiyaki and monjyayaki( I forgotten the names), 2 plates of gyoza(6 each plate) and ocha(free flow)
Delicious!!!!! 5 Tumbs up, recommended.
$120 for 5 person, quite affordable.

Anyways, emo backgrounds song is replaced with more lively one. "Veniccio" from the PS2 game "Dark Cloud 2".
Enjoy

Palawan II

2006-11-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

Palawan I

2006-11-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

Roasted human.. Chef's Choice

2006-11-26T19:43:00.000+08:00

Ouch!!! My back's all red and burning.
Yup, flaming hot.
Went 2 Palawan beach yesterday to celebrate Munky's birthday, with Eboy, Nic, Micky Mouse, Fulin, William and 2 more Sel's friends.(actual day is this coming Tuesday)
I swear that if my memories didn't fail me, it was my 1ST time going to Sentosa since I was 5 or 6. Yes, 1St time in the past 11 years. See how deprived I was.
OK, joking, I wasn't deprived of fun and childhood and I owe them to my mum and my late-father(I'm gonna fulfil my promise made to my father)
Say... back to topic, we spent about 3-4 hours in the super salty sea water(1 gulp of the water and you'll know that plain potable water taste SWEET) William was like " let's go Siloso, there got more people, more babes in bikini to admire at." Well too bad, his nightmare came true in broad daylight. Instead of seeing hourglass figures, he saw 3 round bikini foreigners...ouch.
One of the lamest things we done there was to do backflips, flare, side freeze and many other break moves in water. ^^v
End of day reward - Sunburnt back... Freakishly painful.
New dish created - Sun-baked human back. Juicy back tenderlion baked to perfection, topped with warm sea water sauce. Served on pristine white fine sand

As for today, I managed to learn 12-Steps. YES-SAR!!!! Personal achivement of learning a break move in a day. Now, I'll need to perfect it. XD
Next moves to master - 4-Steps. 7-Steps and Sweep.
Moves to Perfect - 12-Steps and Toprock(must manipulate the stage)

Shots

2006-11-22T22:03:00.000+08:00

Shots of microscopic samples

2006-11-22T21:59:00.000+08:00

Peniclilum
E.coli
Fungi Sporangium
Algae
Unkonwn

Warning emo entry ahead. sry for the curses present

2006-11-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

DAMN!!!!!! Suddenly regerted in choosing HUM. Ever since the stupid BBQ session, I noticed that I don't really click well with them anymore. There was like no platform for normal conversation. It should have been SIN. Even till now I'm still in the same frequency as those in SIN.

Note to eboy - rmb the time when we had a go at each other, I withdraw all the things I had said, because I'm feeling what you had felt that time.

Damn!!!!! Now its happening in the currently class I'm in. I don't belong in any clicks....Loner... All by myself, don't wanna be all by myself... anymore

DAMN!!!!! I want to be in eboy's class, nic's class, wengtat's class, rac's class. I want to turn back time, back to secondary school days where I'm surrounded with all my (magna/anime otaku) friends.

Damn!!! I missed those wacky days of sem 1.
Those crappy times....those super relaxing and joke-filled HAP lab sessions with Mr Tang and Mario(Mr Low), OC Lecture with the ever flexible head twisting of Miss Quah, OC tutorial filled with the self-boasting of Dr Ong S.P, the cute drawings by Mr Kok.

Damn!!!! Sem 2 is filled with stressful lab practicals, tutorials and quizes........

Stressed out. Burned...

2006-11-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!
1 Presentation + 3 Tutorial Quizes + 2 Lecture Quizes + 1 Exam = Death Sentence
Someone fast-foreward the time!!!!
Sianzzzz must see the freaky Poh's face on Tuesday.
Haizzzzz everyday @ least 7pm then school end.

New Goal in Breakdance
1. Train Korean BBoys "Gamblers" toprock
2. Perfect my Shuffle
3. Learn and perfect Sweep
4. Learn and perfect 12-Steps
5. Challenge 12-steps CCW and CW

Theory G's gonna Burn the Fest. Break It Down.

Sushi Anyone???? Handmade by friends from JCG

2006-11-12T02:26:00.000+08:00

KAWAII ne?? XP

11/11 Sushi day n Emo day

2006-11-12T01:41:00.000+08:00

Minnasan, ogenki desu ka??
Watashi wa genki ja nai
Yesterday was sushi day in Japan. A few hours ago =X
Half an hour bus ride brought me to TP for Sushi lesson(organised by my CCA) in the morning. Yummy, Sushi for breakfast.
Braved the torrential rains to East Coast Park for the class bbq. There's nothing much to say since I actually ran away even before the fire's started. To the guys from 4 Hum - Gomennasai, I choose feelings over loyalty.
Sighzz sometimes I feel like I had chosen the worng class during secondary 3 and 4, it should have been Sin, not Hum.
Come to think of it, most of the time when I really had fun was when I was part of the 12 jokers.(me, yuxuan, eugene, jasper, wengtat, hui bin, nic, fabian, selwyn, wilson, chin ling n sky)
I mean, most of the time I often migrate to Sin for morning crapping with the first five(exclude me) on the list. So, I'm like an outcast of 4 Hum.
Then, the only group of people I joked around were Xiong, Pengkun, Josh, YZ, FY, SH, Jo, Ju, Rac( practically their whole group of clicks)
Now, most of them(the guys) went to SRJC, only me, pengkun, xiong, yonglin and josh chose the poly route. Once crappy mates from 4 hum were like demoted to normal friends.
Haizzzzzz, I think it had became part of me, this outcast attitude.
Now, in TP - AG14, there is a rift between two different clicks and I'm like that's not my problem so hack care about it. Some even told me I don't really click well with the class.
Well, I really don't know.... That feeling inside me......That attitude of mine...How should I change it.
The only thing I know is that there are 3 groups that I will never be an outcast.
JCG weekly drawing session people
Friday Night Manga Lesson
Finally Theory G n RECKONERS

2006-11-06T20:47:00.000+08:00

Lavsis Tsukiyume
Kinda sketch this during the manga class,
I'm suppose 2 cr8 a character for my own manga

Delimma....

2006-11-06T20:36:00.000+08:00

Up till now I'm still in a double delimma...
Haizzzz...
Having equal interest in Biology n Chemistry and yet I'll have to choose only 1 of them for my year 2 course.
Is it inevitable 4 me 2 choose between them. Why Can't I take both of them.

All along, I've been reminding myself that I given up.
Telling myself that I'm just a normal friend....
Yet recently that old emotion surged through me, like lightning flowing down to earth.
Herher, maybe it's just like saying the grapes are sour when I can't get them.

Damn.. limbs feeling so fatigue

2006-11-05T10:45:00.000+08:00

Sigh.. woke up wif a sour feeling in my arms n calfs..
shud be yesterday's basketball.
Went 2 Gina's hse there 2 play bb wif her, Eugene, Yong Khim n Ben.
Sigh.. i so noob... Shot idunnohowmany 3-pointers, only 7 of them went in the hoop.
Rushed home 2 bathe coz got JCG j-drama screening @ LT13. Promised Lee Phin tat I'll go. Yup, muz keep promises. =)
Den last nite, I was overwhelmed by all the hmw... Damn.. fell asleep while doing HPI tutorial.

Life is full of inevitable meetings. There's no such thing of coincidence. Fate has arranged these meetings.....Yet we can change fate with our own actions. Is It inevitable that we must shape our own fate ourselves?

2006-11-05T09:42:00.000+08:00

Character from the chinese "renai" game - My Devil

2006-11-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

Sketch of ARM - Shield from MAR
Inking practice (not my work XP)

Tired....

2006-11-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

This week's so chaotic 4 me.
Sch has nv been thiz tiring.
On odd weeks de Tues, Wed n Thurs, timetable jammed packed from 9am till 7pm.
On even weeks, those days suddenlt turned so empty..6 hrs brk on Thursday. Sianzzz stay in sch so boring...Go home, waste travelling time.
Den monday got JCG weekly manga session, so mon confirm 7pm end sch.
Friday got Manga class in Punggol CC, from 7.30-9.30pm, friday a sure 10pm reach home case.
Overall..... odd week @least 7pm end sch.
T_T (emo-ing)
I HATE ODD WEEKS

DNAngel

2006-10-31T00:19:00.000+08:00

1st Jap lec

2006-10-30T23:42:00.000+08:00

Minasan Konbanwa.
Had my 1st official Jap lect 2day, wif Kubo-sensei.
Japanese Culture r taught in lecture while Language r taught in tutorial class.
4 2day, we get 2 learn geo, climate n other useful stuffs in Japan.
Since spring is during march-may, nez time I wanna go Jap during spring 2 c sakura. XD

Busted elbow

2006-10-29T21:45:00.000+08:00

Sigh... busted my elbow in a vehicle accident in PP.
Die le, nez week got lab, den the lab coat sleeve veri the tight when bend arm.... gonna reopen my wound.
Anyway, my nez art - Nekochan. Enjoy XD

Alternate Self

2006-10-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

No more leadership, halo 2 water tech... N Drawings

2006-10-28T21:50:00.000+08:00

HIHI, ppl! Peace XD
When I heard tat I got Leadership 4 my 2nd CDS, I was like o.0
Luckly I got transfered 2 water tech.
So overall, my CDSs r Jap n Water tech. Thinking bout taking french nez sem XD
Anyway, from now on I'll post my manga drawings here. I'm no pro so dun expect 2 much XD
Pls enjoy n constructive comments r welcome via tagboard. Peace XP

Horoscope..Months??? Nv Been a believer until recently

2006-10-20T01:05:00.000+08:00

4 Many times I've recieved emails bout horoscopes, zodiacs n how they affect our behaviour.
Normally I'll juz glance through n chucked them in2 "NET SLUM", coz since young, I've been awed by the wonders of science. Horoscope readings 2 me r like no link, no scientific backbone. There's no logic in it. The whole think just make me feel that Ur actions were written in the stars.

Not until recent negative events tat made me believe in its ability, especially in my sign - Leo
Through antangonizing cross-reference on the NET, most common traits in Leo r "feeds on attention, loves music, daydreamer, Observant, Careful and cautious, easily distracted, no self control, BIG imagination, Hates not being trusted, Too egoistic, VERY revengeful"
They all fit perfectly in2 my character, how I acted, n responsed 2 things around me. mwuhahahahahahaha KIM the "VERY revengeful" trait coz its so very true XD
So ppl, tips
"Never ever hurt the ego of a Leo. Pride, ego and vanity are some of the bags all Leos always carry with them. Do not touch these bags." Qoute from an email my fren sent me.
P.S
- buddies out there, dun provoke the Lion coz even if U avoided the Feline Jaws, the Claws will pin U down. So dun say I didnt warn ya =)

Un-understandable Misundertsanding

2006-10-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

When crapping, wats the worst case tat could happen? Normally it would be tat ppl dun realise ur crap, giving u the lame face.. causing u 2 b the "no-linker"

Technically, tat's not the worst coz worst case situation will b tat the 2nd party misunderstood/mis-interprited wat ur real message.

Art of Crapping Vol.2 - @ what kind of situation when U muz Not Crap

1.1 - In MSN mass ppl converstaion window
Reason - With so many ppl spaming their toughts n opnions, wat u reply(meant 4 the previous few tohughts) will accidentally register below other ppl's opinion. Causing misunderstanding
1.2 - When u dunno how 2 type in the correct, fast n efficient way
Reason - Reinforce reason 1.1

End

BAD Luck........Or izzit???

2006-10-13T22:20:00.000+08:00

Sigh... 2day iz indeed Friday the 13th
So suay 2day
Went 2 AMK 2 pass Gina mangas - Rave, Saiyuki Relaod n Fushigi Yugi.
On the way 2 AMK mrt station, the bus broke down in the middle of a road junction, the sudden breaking caused most of the passagers 2 jerk forward. I nearly fell coz I was standing wif only limited space 2 move n my hands were like cris-cross, somewhat like a person from IMH( right hand holding the support beam, left hand holding my bag's sling). A teenage girl who was standing beside me, lost her balance n we collided.
Here the juice part for pervs out there -
her chest made contact wif my left fist( hand holding the sling so its in a fist-shape)
The nez thing I knew, a hot n forceful sensation overwhelmed my face, her hand did the normal reaction. Her face was so red wif fury n she accused me of molsting her, stirring up a commotion. @ tat time, I really dunno wat 2 do, n speechless.
Luckly goddes of luck didnt abandon me tat time, coz the other passagers near by saw the whole pendamonium 1st hand n backed me up n she went silent, face even redder. When the bus was "repaired" the girl immidately alight @ the incoming stop. I too alighted after her, itz kinda embarrasing 2 stay on tat bus. Well she did apologised in the end, but she did it in jap n in a strangely familiar way. When I offer up my name n she said her's, the final blow came... She jumped n hugged me, calling me baka! Den I rmb... She's the 1st japanese fren I made during the family trip 2 Gold Coast when I was in pri 2(bout how we met, Itz a long story)..... XD After a long chat bout our lives now exchanging our contacts n emails, we parted n I rushed all the way from AMK 2 Outram, HSA 2 pay sum stupid fine 4 my bro.
When the officer there asked 4 my bro's hostel add n probation officer IC, I replied dunno n he was like pissed off n nearly said F*** XD
Haizz ending - my bro need go 4 counselling for 2 session den can pay the fine, n cant pay it by hard-cash but electro-cash.. lame rite.. make me travel all the way. sianzzzzz
kkz gtg slp le, coz tml need wake up early so tat I can go 4 the "wilson re-vamp event"
Oyasuminasai.....

CA... CA... Doushite T_T

2006-10-08T20:56:00.000+08:00

Went 2 PS meet my sis 2 hav dinner(@ 4pm... itz juz 1hr after high tea) in Mathattan Fish Market, n I met Dr Ong on the way there.
He told me tat, if use my OC paper marks n class participation points( i got 4 out of the possible 5), I actually qualify for Z"distinction". BUT my CA pulled me down..T_T 2 a B+........T_T n he tried his best 2 bring me up 2 an A but efforts negated.
Sianzzz..........................
I HATE CA................@ a spike of anger n sadness, I ordered Flaming platter( coulpe serving) n wolfed it down in 1/2 hr. Now I'm so bloated, stuffed. Regerted doing tat.
After dinner, we go klkk till 5.30pm n took the bus back 2 hougang mall 2 buy groceries.(there got lots of offer n discounts mah) Reached hg plaza @ 7++ n met Cheng En along the way from plaza 2 mall. He had juz finished his promos. Den again, 2 all who took/taking promos, gd things happens unexpectedly.
Went 2 Comics Conn n again I met 1 of my fren, Lester who was there 2 buy mtg booster.
Dunno izz 2day 2 gd/bad day 4 me coz I finally found the FMA cross pendant there. XD

Now having this sick wanting 2 puke feeling.... ate 2 much le XP

Nice joke which I read it somewhere

2006-10-07T23:24:00.000+08:00

A decent man, good looking, married and had a six year-old daughter
One day he went clubbing with his buddies. Since alcohol needed time to work, he was dead drunk before he knew it, wasted...
Luckily, his house was a couple of streets away so he "walked" home, in zig-zag fashion.
The next thing he knew, he was on his bed, dressed in warm-fragrent bed wear. Looking into the mirror in the bathroom, he saw first-aid plasters on his cheek n arms. As he made his way down 2 the dining room, he noticed that the crystal table inthe living room was replaced by a marble one. Worst of all, the dining table was filled with all his favorite dishes.
"Weird, Daphane(his wife) never do something like this ever since Amber was born..."he tought.
So he decided to ask his daughter what happened and where was her mother, and this was what she said
"Mum went shopping. Your broke the Crystal table, cut your cheek and arms when your came home after getting drunk. Mum supported you up the stairs but you puked along the way up, and peed in your pants" Amber muttered.
"OMG!!!! I'm dead, when she comes----, " he thought, rudely interrupted by his daughter
"But when Mum tried to pull off your pants so that she can clean you up, you shouted GET OFF BITCH!! I'M MARRIED!!!"

2006-10-05T18:03:00.000+08:00

Finally done... phew XD
Sigh... slacking @ hm, nothing 2 do...........
Tml's the day.. can't w8 till tml's sun-rise

The Shift

2006-10-05T00:57:00.000+08:00

Currently Shifting stuffs from Myspace..........